I can't think of one thing that disgusts me more than thinsporation and pro-ana and pro-mia (For those who doesn't know what it is, it pro anorexia (ana) and pro bulimia (mia).
I have some friends who still suffers from eating disorders... and I did once have both bulimia and anorexia... and maybe I'm on my way back to the darkness and loneliness of an eating disorder.
All that wannarexic shit is starting to piss me off! My picture "Help" was abused by some girl in here to make thinsporation (Thinsporation is when you make like a picture or a movie including extremly deadly thin girls, and that makes them wanna lose even more weight, then they can look like the girls on the pictures and in the movies.)
I never wanted someone to use it for losing weight or getting sick... I feel kind of afraid, I feel disgusted... and most of all I feel so shamefull. I've always hated the "Anorexia is not a disease, it's a lifestyle" thing... Cause it's not! It's defiently a disease, no matter what the pro-anas/mias says, it's a suvear disorder, and 1 out 7 anorexics dies of their disease. 1 out of 5 has a eating disorder... And there's even rehabs for 5 to 10 years old girls and boys in the US. I just don't get it! Why would any one want a disease, where you don't do anything else, than counting calories, worrieng about if you've been putting on weight, throwing up, smoking then you won't feel hunger, and so on. I don't wanna sit here and give tips, how to lose weight...
It freaks me out! Come on girls! Anorexia or bulimia isn't perfection! Get it right the first time... Stay strong against the disorder.

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